Do You Believe this? Remembering Mark Tiersma

Born: February 14, 1924 Death: October 6, 2004
Service: October 12, 2004 Officiating: Rev. George G.Vink

Scripture: John 11: 17-26

Message: “DO YOU BELIEVE THIS?”

Dear Arlene, Peter & Thea, Jude & John, Brenda & Carlos, Ben & Janine, brothers, sisters, family and friends,

As you know, Mark, your husband, father/heit, brother, fellow believer, did not view death as a friend to be welcomed! He wanted to live! He deeply desired to have more years with his friend and wife of 59 years. He wanted to delight in the lives of his children and grandchildren. He saw life as good, as something to be relished. He enjoyed being among the living. Here too he demonstrated a world & life view consistent with what he had been taught from God’s Word. Death, whether it comes slowly or quickly, despite all attempts to the contrary, remains the enemy of life!

We heard the Psalmist(116:15)say it. “Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of his saints.” Years later, the apostle John would hear a voice from heaven say, “Write:Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.” (Rev. 14:13a) But, the blessing is based on the truth of what we read in John 11 as he tells us the encounter between Jesus and the Lazarus family. To be blessed, you’ve got to “die in the Lord” or be one “of his saints.” We bury those we love with the good confidence that they will rise again! We read that too at the graveside from I Corinthians 15.

That’s the truth of Paul’s writing to the Corinthian church. Then we will be vindicated in our faith! Then we will experience the joy of being with Jesus, never having been beyond His power to redeem! Death is strong, but Jesus is stronger! He never lets us go! Nothing can separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus! The comfort in death is what comes when we confess our belonging to Him! It’s what Mark confessed and it’s what we heard again as we laid his bodily remains in the earth. I recall our Adult Ed. Class’ discussion on comfort (trooste) when with a twinkle in his eye as well as a strong voice he leaned forward and recited,“…that I belong to my faithful Savior, Jesus Christ!”

If there was someonewho wanted to do what the song “Find Us Faithful” is all about, I suggest it was Mark Tiersma. Did you hear it? “May all who come behind us, find us faithful.” A kind and gentle man of faith gave his testimony to family and friends. His words were consistent with his deeds. Originally a somewhat shy person, he desired more and more to let others know that he had a purpose in life which included making sure that they knew the truth of Jesus’ claim, “I am the resurrection and the life.” Believing it leads to a full life, here and now, and then in dying, to a realization that the dying is a final journey that all must make, but those who “die in the Lord” don’t really die but go from this life to another! Mark is with his Lord, his Redeemer. He was more than confident of that certainty, and as he said his farewells, wanted to make that clear to all.

The question we must now ask is the question that Jesus Himself asked his friend Martha, “Do you believe this?” Do you? Do I? Will you imagine hearing Mark ask you? Whether in the language of his newly-loved country, “Do you believe this?” or that of his schooling, “Geloof gij dat?” or that of his mother tongue, “leauwe jo dat?”

Jesus came to his friends to comfort them. They weren’t expecting a resurrection from the dead. Lazarus was dead and already buried. His sisters were grieving. In the midst of her grief, Martha chastises Jesus for not being there to prevent Lazarus’ death and assurances of his eventual rising weren’t good enough for this outspoken sister! It’s almost as if you can hear her, “I know….I know…don’t tell what I already know….”and we see the patience of Jesus as He deals with her. A patience with people that some like Mark exemplify more than others.

Jesus follows it with one of the wonderful, powerful “I AM…” statements.
It’s not the traditional comfort stuff that Jesus is giving this griever. Jesus wants her to believe in Him! When one with Christ in faith, then death still means life! Bodily death, whether caused by cancer, heart failure or a car accident, cannot end the new life that is yours in Christ. In Christ, you can live forever. Let’s ask it again, “Do you believe this?”
The new life we have in Christ, does not come just at the end of life. It’s new life in the way we farm our fields or the way we treat our cows or love our family. When, in the language of John 3, we are “born anew,” we have passed from death to life. But, that doesn’t happen without believing in Jesus!

Mark believed it! Arlene believes it! Do you? It’s a rather grandiose claim isn’t it? “I am the resurrection and the life!” We’re so inclined to respond with, “Yes, but….” while struggling with the realities of life. How do we explain God’s inactivity when we suggest He could get involved and stop some terrible things? How do we make sense of a world where families feud over finances while losing the most important relationships? We cannot, and we will not.

Walter Brueggemann in a great sermon talks about our being governed by “Yes, but.” He suggests it’s our proud capacity to control or our fearful need to control that makes us resist God’s power for newness, and as such it becomes an act of atheism. We limit or box God in, the God who came in His Son and said, “I am the resurrection …”and went on to raise His friend Lazarus. “Do you believe this?”

Mark Tiersma, husband, father, brother and friend, believed and wanted you to know it. Yes, tears came when we talked about his dying, even weeks before his actual final breath. He wanted to live longer, not being too quick to think of himself as old! After all, what was being 80? He was willing to do what needed to be done, not as a denial of the truth that he believed, but as an affirmation of the joy and goodness of life! So too, we grieve best, when we shed our tears but go on with life! We share the memories, while also affirming life by living as those who believe that God cares about how we live it. He gives us life to live it to His glory. He gave Mark unique gifts that have impacted us all in some ways. Do we thank Mark, or thank God? What do you think Mark would have us do?

Mark spoke of his Lord, and in the stillness of the night, would be caught singing to and about his Lord. Imagine it again would you? Hear Mark’s voice, “There is a Redeemer….God’s own Son…”followed by, “Thank you, O My Father…..” We sang it. “Do you believe it?”

Martha answered, “Yes Lord, I believe that you are the Christ, the Son of God….” and then called her sister Mary. Jesus is deeply moved by the death of Lazarus and how it affected Mary and the others. He knows the pain of death, the separation it involves, weeps, and raises Lazarus! “Do you believe this?”

As we go from this time of remembrance, let’s not forget that question that Jesus puts to all of us, not just Martha! Do you believe His claim?

Believing it made all the difference in life and in death for Mark. It can for you too! Believe it and be living it! Believe it and find comfort. Believe it and make sure your life shows it so that those who come behind you will also find you faithful. Then too, you will hear from the Lord Himself, “Well done, my good and faithful servant.”

Amen.

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Friday Spiritual Retreat with Fuller Class & LA InnerChange Team

We arrived at the Mater Dolorosa Passionate Retreat center about 8:45am. The whole grounds visually resonated with the story of the Passion of Christ. Their Mission Statement being:

We are a Passionist Retreat Center,
Preaching the Passion of Jesus Christ. We
Seek to welcome all who wish to hear the
Message of the Passion, through our
Traditions of preaching, hospitality, and
Compassion. We resolve to place our
Focus on the Passion of Jesus Christ and
Its relevance to the lives of people today.
We also resolve to foster and promote
Spiritual growth and renewal through
Passionist retreat programs and by
Providing a peaceful environment of
Prayer and reflection.

I am usually more tuned into the resurrection than the crucifixion. I brought to the retreat the intention of facing my inner sorrow over the twenty plus deaths of people I have known. (Only 2 of these deaths are because of violence.) This retreat context was more than appropriate for processing this sorrow. The first sense I got during the retreat after the morning prayers was the sense that this was just a beginning for me and that this is going to be an important season to pay attention to lent -- the death and resurection of Jesus Christ. I also think that Mel Gipson’s Passion of Christ is going to play a large role in this journey. Being thirsty the first opportunity we got I sought and found a coffee dispenser. All while my mind was rushing to how I could pursue using this film to reach out to others. It became clear that I was facing the first of several walls in my soul to being still.

I paced around the outside of the main building. Soon I found a strange sort of comfort on the back steps that led to the main buildings cooling & heating system. There was an empty cross, worked into the masonry. I was happier with a more "Protestant" Cross. I also found comfort in the concrete steps and the white noise made by the mechanical systems. I started to pray and the call to “Be still and acknowledge God as God” was still burning in my chest. I could not be still so I got up to wander again. Arriving at the Northwest corner of the building I was reminded again of my intention by a Raven who started cawing and would not stop.

I literally retreated to the room where we were going to have the centering prayer exercise. I got myself a second and third cup of coffee. Then I finally settled down into praying my expanded version of the Jesus, "Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, Have mercy on me a sinner. Father I ask for strength, Jesus I ask for your heart, Holy Spirit I ask for power and inspiration. This focused on for about 30 minutes calmed me down to begin to be still. I was surprised by my desire to read which has been numbed out for several months began to come back to me with surprising force. Also I was glad to discover that I could read academic material. My concentration for reading has been so disrupted that I have been listening to scripture more often than reading it. I brought with me Wendy Beckett's book, "The Mystical Now Art and The Sacred". Its pages nourished my heart and mind.

I joined the optional centering prayer exercise. The image of letting any ideas, other than my prayer focused on Christ himself, flow down river like a drifting boat was freeing and liberating. Soon I began to be still and the twenty minutes set aside for this was over.

I was drawn outside and found the fifteenth station of the cross -- the empty tomb. I found comfort in this affirmation that Christ is raised for the Passionists as well as for us Protestants. Then I wandered to the station of Mary holding the dead body of Christ. It drew me. I was temporarily distracted by some coins that someone had placed in the hands of Jesus. Then it hit me. I did not get to see the body of Barbara Brown, or Dr. Loder. There were others that I did not get to say good by to. I want to grow in my capacity to acknowledge the lives that I have loved that are now gone from us. The statue proclaimed engagement. I somehow had grown detached. I am reminded that God wants to meet me in the realities that I want to distance myself from the most. I rested in this space resonating with the symbols of loss and realizing God’s kindness to me in this time. Then I noticed that a stone in the base of the statue setting was cracked and loose. I followed an impulse to touch it. Part of it fell off and landed in my hands. There I sat next to “Mary holding Jesus” while holding a piece of their statue in my hands. I am still trying to understand the power of this moment for me. All I can say is that I took a piece of that stone home and it was as if I could both embrace and accept that the body of my friend Dr. James Loder has been committed to the ground.

The results of this retreat are still in process for me. I have learned that silence can help me make the transition into academic work and study. This is a timely insight for me. I have not had such concentration for a couple years now because of some issues with Post Traumatic Stress. I will see if this is a more permanent closure to this chapter in my life. For now I can read again; if I take some time for silence. We also decided as a team to set 1 Friday morning a month for a similar time of prayer and retreat. I am looking forward to all this season of lent will offer. I am thankful for the gift of the space, time, and intentional silence.

A Paper written by Jorge Meza for a Religion class
Jorge Meza

1-16-04

Catholic Christianity

Resurrection of the body of Jesus Christ





What do we mean by the resurrection of Christ? Jesus Christ came into this world to die as our replacement for our sins. The sinless Son of God came to give his life as a payoff for many. On that first Good Friday, Jesus was crucified. We know he died because one of the Roman soldiers pierced Jesus' side with a spear to ensure his death. Some of his disciples then buried his body in a new tomb.

While Jesus was alive, he had predicted that he would rise from the dead. He challenged his enemies: "Destroy this temple, and I will raise it again in three days. He was speaking about his body. Jesus also told his disciples many times that he would be killed by the leaders in Jerusalem, but be raised to life on the third day. The leaders who killed Jesus were aware of this prediction that he would rise from the dead. Although they did not believe it, they wanted to ensure that it would not happen, so they set a guard around the tomb. Pilot gave the order for the tomb to be made secure until the third day. Otherwise, his disciples may come and steal the body, and tell the people that he has been raised from the dead. This last deception will be worse than the first.' 'Take a guard,' Pilate answered. 'Go, make the tomb as secure as you know how.' So they went and made the tomb secure by putting a seal on the stone and posting the guard.

The strategy of the chief priests and Pharisees did not succeed. Even with their efforts, Jesus rose from the dead. Jesus brought a number of people to life from the dead, including Martha's brother Lazarus, who had been dead for four days. But the resurrection of Jesus Christ was different. It was not just revival, as was the case with Lazarus, who later died again. On the third day Jesus was raised from the dead with a transformed body that was clothed with immortality and glory. His resurrection body could appear and disappear, go through material objects, and ascend to and descend from heaven.

On Easter morning some women and apostles went to Jesus' tomb expecting to find his body. But the tomb was empty, and the angel at the tomb told them, "He is not here he has risen!" Later they saw their risen Lord face to face.

Because of the miracle of Christ's resurrection, Jesus' depressed and disappointed disciples were instantly transformed. They began to preach the gospel with power. Without the resurrection, there is no Christianity. These disciples of Jesus willingly suffered for their faith. They could not produce the body of Jesus Christ and put a stop to Christianity. The Jewish believers, meanwhile, were so impressed by this miracle that they began to worship on the day of Christ's resurrection, Sunday.

My references The Bible, and the Resurrection Stories by Jerome Neyrey

I do believe in the resurrection of the body. Jesus is my savior.

My role in this was simply a trip to the library and the encouragemnet that the resurection of Christ might be a good doctrine to explore. Influence for the good is so often about just being there for others.

My Friend Brian Bake Emailed these 2 articles to me

Super Bowl sleaze
by Jim Wallis

Next year, put your kids to bed BEFORE the Super Bowl.


I'll admit it, I like a good football game, and this turned out to be a very
good one, after a boring, slow start. But what everybody was talking about
the next day was the baring of Janet Jackson's right breast. Justin
Timberlake's little grope and tear-off of Jackson's bustier was the finale
to their simulated-sex dance done to a song called "Rock Your Body," which
ends with the romantic line, "I gotta have you naked by the end of this
song." And that's just what he did. But that was only the crude climax to
what Washington Post television critic Tom Shales called "the Super Bowl of
Sleaze."

The rest of the MTV-produced halftime show had lots more bumping and
grinding, crotch-grabbing rappers, and background girls tossing off their
wardrobes to "I'm getting so hot, I wanna take my clothes off."

Then there were the commercials, often creative and funny at Super Bowls,
but this year featuring horse flatulence, a trained dog that bites men
(again) in the crotch to steal their beers, a monkey leering at a girl's
breasts and suggesting they go upstairs, and several ads for erectile
dysfunction. Bud Light clearly won the night's award for most stupid, crude,
and banal ads, while only Homer Simpson seemed to offer any healthy and
funny alternative fare.

My 5-year-old son, Luke, was playing with his friends in another room but
walked in just in time to see a spot for Van Helsing, an upcoming and yet
unrated horror film that featured very disturbing and graphic images of
horrific violence. Seeing the fanged monsters leering at us through the
screen literally stopped him in his tracks.

After substantial public outcry, CBS and MTV issued unconvincing apologies
about how surprised they were at Janet's bare bust (in this first public
revelation of the Jackson family values), while young Timberlake tried to
blame the whole thing on a "wardrobe malfunction." Two days later, Jackson
admitted the stunt had been planned, saying: "The decision to have a costume
reveal...was made after final rehearsals."

You want to know why people join the Religious Right? It may have less to do
with wanting to take over the country than being desperate to protect their
kids from the crass trash and degrading banality that media conglomerates
like Viacom (which owns both CBS and MTV) seem to think is just fine family
entertainment for Super Bowl night. Fortunately, my kids were in bed before
the halftime show, but next year we may just go with Mary Poppins in the
other room.

Some people think that only right-wing conservatives care about such moral
pollution. Wrong. Most parents I know, liberal or conservative, care a great
deal about it, as do most self-respecting women and men. It defies
stereotypes to suggest that a healthy moral consistency applies to personal
and sexual ethics as well as to social and political values. It's time to
break out of those old ideological shibboleths and forge a unified front
against the amoral corporate greed that violates all our ethics - personal
and social - creating a system that sells beer and breasts in the same
advertising plans just to make a buck.

I don't recommend joining the Religious Right, but do call Viacom, CBS, and
MTV. Tell them that you're not a member of the Religious Right, not a
puritan, and not afraid of sex (but think it's great with somebody to whom
you're committed!). Especially if you're a liberal progressive type, tell
them that. And if you're a parent, ask them if they have any kids and if
they would want them watching the lowlife ads and actors they put on TV last
Sunday night. Tell them to put it on cable where the voyeurs who want to
watch Timberlake and Jackson paw each other can pay for it. Tell them that
you're angry. Tell them that they're not entertaining, interesting, or even
sexy. Tell them that their soulless and mindless "entertainment" won't sell
anymore, at least not to you. And tell them to keep their garbage away from
your kids.

To call each network executive:

Tom Freston
Chairman, MTV
212-258-8000

Leslie Moonves
President, CBS
323-575-2345

Sumner Redstone
CEO, Viacom
212-975-5005



Sacred Distractions:
Concerning the Art of the Spoken Word

By David Hopkins, http://monkhouse.org/david , e-mail to david@next-wave.org


So, if the "medium is the message"…

Marshall McLuhan’s Understanding Media is the one of the greatest books of
this century (in the same company as Alvin Toffler’s Third Wave and Jean
Baudrillard’s Simulations). He was one of the first scholars to analyze the
proliferation of media images and the impact of simulated images. In
Understanding Media, McLuhan develops his famous statement: "the medium is
the message."

There is something in the event of watching TV, which is 100% TV and nothing
else. The growing popularity of Real TV type shows is an
indication ( America’s Funniest ,Survivor ,Road Rules ,Real World ,Cops ,Big
Brother, etc). The viewer is fascinated that all of these events have been
captured on film. The principle appeal is voyeurism. The message is the
television itself. Even now as you read these words on the Internet, there
is something in the experience that is simply saying, "I am reading words on
the Internet and nothing more." Cynical? Maybe. But I can recall countless
times when people have told me: "They have gone to Church." And yet, they
fail to remember anything beyond that. They only recall the experience of
"going to Church." That was the message.

Our society has adapted to a new world of media images. For the most part,
these images are fast paced and high impact. They attack the brain with
ambitious over-load, reaching critical mass. The seduction is so great; you
may not even realize how may "images" you actually take in. The images are
there. We are simultaneously nauseated by these images and lonely
without them. When I was in Moscow, the McDonald’s golden "M" comforted me
so much. It told me home still exists. These images communicate something
transcendent, however shallow the concept.

How is it, with this mass market for images, we are expected to
shut ourselves into a large room every Sunday morning and be
subjected to sensory deprivation? The focal point of the modern
church-event is the sermon, the teaching moment, whatever. One person stands
before many people and talks about stuff. No images. No hope of being
distracted. We are only stimulated by intangible and invisible sound waves
from a single voice. In some traditions,it has been fashionable
to make the sanctuary as plain as possible (a Puritan influence,
no doubt). This way we will not be distracted from the message.

We look at our watch, hoping the preacher will be brief and
witty. This wit is not for the purpose of the message, but to
maintain our enthusiasm and trust. I roll my eyes at sermons that begin with
cute jokes. The message behind this medium? Christianity is all about
receiving information and processing it in the appropriate manner. Is it any
wonder people make a distinction between the worship portion of a
service and the sermon? In doing so, we reduce worship to an event that
prepares us for a sermon. We have completely flipped our priorities! The
sermon should continue in worship.

Is our response to give a better performance through the same medium?

What if I just preached a better message? What if I used better
illustrations? What if I used better jokes? What if I used props?
What if I used a large screen to post my informational outline? What if I
used video clips?

In the end, it is still an info-sermon. And while this event is
highly valuable to the modern world (I would never completely
disregard its worth), I suspect a postmodern world would receive it
differently. Some people will always enjoy a well performed info-sermon, but
our emerging culture desires something more narrative than informative to
replace a life that lacks story (read Richard Stone’s The Healing Art of
Storytelling ). A new medium may emerge, allowing new creativity, as the
proto-typical sermon is marginalized.

The Art of Spoken Word

Along with teaching high school English, I am fortunate to be one of the
pastors at Axxess . My community allows me freedom to experiment with new
media for our worship. One thing particularly close to my heart is
transforming what we know as a "sermon." God Yahweh called me by His Spirit
to preach . He gave me the freedom to be creative in my method of
expression. This spoken word should not just be a medium for communicating
information to mass audiences. Spoken word must express beauty and create
space within worship for contemplation and to initiate conversation.

As a result , I rarely (if ever) use a power point to outline my notes. I
use power point to display random images during the time I speak. These
images may or may not have any connection to what I am saying.
They may be advertisements I found on the Internet. They may be
of pictures from a movie or of a celebrity. I may show an image of a family
or put a word phrase on the screen. Does it distract my audience? Yes and
this is exactly what I want to have happen. I was inspired by U2 ’s Zoo TV
tour . The popular rock band used a blitz of random media images and
statements on several large screens during their concert. The experience was
unforgettable.

Since the congregation will occasionally be distracted (remember
our short attention spans), at least I can choose what distracts! The
congregation is now active in choosing what they will pay attention to. Many
good American pragmatists and utilitarians probably shudder at my approach.
The pragmatist wants to construct an environment that focuses all attention
to the pulpit. But my goal is not just to transfer information. It is to
stimulate the mind. And maybe within that space God Yahweh will create His
own message.

Possibly the most interesting phenomenon of combining random
images with spoken word is the fact that people create their own meaning to
connect the two mediums. A person talked with me after one of my messages.
She was in tears. She had never heard such a powerful Gospel account. As she
recalled the experience, I realized she had made emotional connections
between the images and my words. Connections I never anticipated, but
connections that communicated to her experience. It re-affirmed something I
had concluded long ago: No matter how sincere people are, they
hear what they choose to hear. I cannot transfer meaning---I only give the
setting in which people construct meaning. The Spirit of God Yahweh will
speak to a broken heart. We must trust the Spirit for the message. Our words
can only do so much.

I use images to remind people of the medium itself. I believe the
images encourage sacred distractions, which remind us that words fall short.
They are words, nothing more. A "good sermon" is not about using the right
words. It is all about the experience of worship. As Paul said (I
Corinthians 2:2):

"And my speech and my preaching were not with persuasive
words of human wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power, that
your faith should not be in the wisdom of men but in the power of God."

Have we forgotten? I hope, in good postmodern fashion, to be
reflective on my own medium. And in the process, I allow people to look
beyond the medium to something transcendent.

The direction I hope to take with spoken word

In the near future, within the next few months, I hope to use
more random images interwoven with my words. I hope to use multiple screens
each with different images . I would like to get more people
involved in the creative process. I would like those involved in media
advertising and film to use their gifts to engage congregations
during worship. I plan on inviting a club DJ friend to create some ambient
music and tones all while I am preaching. Soon in an upcoming message, I
hope to show mute clips from Francois Truffaut’s The 400 Blows (without the
subtitles).

The goal is not to get more and more strange with my media
explorations. If that were my aim, I would very quickly exhaust my efforts.
That pursuit would descend into nihilism. This exploration is for the sole
purpose of engaging a culture where we are. If the Church is to be
expressive, we must not only understand media and art, but also be
purposeful in introducing these elements into our worship.
Techno, in its many subgroups, occasionally uses "sound bites"
from preachers and revivalists. Moby (one of my favorite artists) uses some
interesting Gospel clips in his most recent album Play . Why
can’t we use "sound bites" from the rave culture? Why can’t we
sample pop culture, instead of simply critiquing it?

Is it just a show?

I don’t know yet. I’m still experimenting. But I sure hope not.
In fact, I hope to create an art that is truly genuine in its
approach to glorifying the Gospel. I will admit, to a degree, all
art is a performance. Art has an audience. Art evokes a reaction or
response. I am sincere in my efforts. But I don’t know how to
measure whether or not it "works." All I know is for my circumstance and
setting, it creates a beautiful atmosphere for our worship. If you are a
preacher or storyteller, you should do whatever is appropriate for your
circumstances and your settings.

The modern info-sermon sought a response: the submission of
understanding to a set of principles we call "Christianity." I hope the
postmodern spoken word will allow more multi-layered responses. I hope
people would walk away with a certain need to fill in the spaces with their
own experiences and to give their own responses. I hope people will think,
not just accept. I hope people will see the power of God is more than words.
And words cannot fully contain the greatness of the God Yahweh. Words cannot
fully describe my experience with God. They fall short. Should I be so
presumptuous to imagine a sermon is enough? Instead, I allow room
for distractions, for gaps, and multi-layered moments. These
ambiguities only heighten the need for a person to seek a completion with
their own experience of the one true God.

David Hopkins , age 23 [ http://monkhouse.org/david ] is a
contributing editor for Next-Wave. He recently graduated
from Texas A&M University at Commerce with a degree in
English and Philosophy. David has enrolled to Fuller
Theological Seminary's distance learning program.

A Recomended resource list for folks who met Jude and I at Urbana

Urban Mission/Brief Bibliography – Jude Tiersma Watson

Bakke, Ray, Theology as Big as the City. IV Press

Bosch, David, Spirituality of the Road. Wipf and Stock.

Christian, Jayakumar, God of the Empty-Handed. MARC

Conn, Harive and Manuel Ortiz, Urban Ministry. IV Press 2002

Costas, Orlando, Christ Outside the Gate.

Dudley, Carl and Nancy Ammerman, Churches in Transition. Jossey-Bass.

Gornik, Mark, To Live In Peace: Biblical Faith and the Changing Inner City.

Eerdmans 2002

Grigg, Viv, Cry of the Urban Poor. MARC

Kretzmann and McKnight, Building Communities from the Inside Out.

Law, Eric, The Wolf Shall Dwell with the Lamb: A Spirituality for Leadership in a

Multi-Cultural Society. Chalice 1993

Linthicum, Robert, Empowering the Poor. MARC

Lupton, Robert, Theirs is the Kingdom. Harper and Row. 1989

McKnight, John, “Why Servanthood is Bad” in Other Side. April 1989

Myers, Bryant, Walking with the Poor. MARC.

Myers, Bryant, Working with the Poor. MARC.

Ortiz, Manuel, One New People: Models for Developing a multi-ethnic

Church. IV Press 1996.

Perkins, John, Beyond Charity. Baker Books.

Sanders, Cheryl, Ministry at the Margins. IV Press.

Van Engen, Charles and Jude Tiersma, eds. God So Loves the City. MARC.

White, Randy, Journey to the Center of the City. IV Press.

Videos:

Bread and Roses

Central Station (Brazilian film, subtitled in English)

Joy Luck Club

Slam (on Hip Hop)

Mother Teresa (narrated by Attenborough)

Entertaining Angels (about Dorothy Day)

Do the Right Thing (Spike Lee)

My Family (Mexican family in LA)

Music: (none of these are Christian CDs but a relevant challenge to the church)

KRS ONE Spiritual Minded

Staind – Portrays honest human pain.

Mystic Cuts for love, Scar for Freedom.

Biblical Passages:

John 1:14 (the Message)

The Word became flesh and blood and moved into the neighborhood.

Micah 6:8

What does the Lord require of you? To act justly, love mercy, and walk humbly with your God.

Jonah Nehemiah Isaiah 58

Luke’s Gospel

2 Corinthians

Martin Luther King's Rule of Life

Martin Luther King's Rule of Life
I am studying Christian Spirituality at Fuller & It is Black history month. I just put out my rule of life... I thought it a joy and a source of humility to reflect on MLK's rule of life. Let me know if you develop a sense of what God might be calling you to.

MLK's Rule:

Meditate Daily on the life and teachings of Jesus Christ.

Remember always that the nonviolent movement in Birmingham seeks justice and reconciliation.

Walk and talk in the manner of love, for God is love.

Pray daily to be used by God in order that all might be free.

Sacrifice personal wishes in order that all might be free.

Observe with both friend and foe the ordinary rules of courtesy.

Seek to perform regular service for others and the world.

Refrain from violence of fist, tongue, or heart.

Strive to be in good spiritual and bodily health.

Follow the directions of the movement and the captains of a demonstration.

SOUL FEAST: an invitation to the Christian Spiritual Life by Marjorie J. Thompson p.140

John Tiersma Watson Jaw1 “Rule of Life” 1/21/04
SP 508 Spiritual Disciplines

I was at first surprised about how difficult this exercise is for me. To begin I had to come to terms with why this was so. It is forcing me to realize that I have been avoiding some key disciplines that would force me to look at the pain in my heart. Upon reflection I found it interesting in the chart by Benedict Groeschel that you handed out in class that pain plays an important role in spiritual development. “Even Jesus learned obedience by what he suffered”. To write this I had to get back in touch with my pain.

Why I ache inside is easy enough to point at. Starting back in July of 2001 a friend of ours, Jose Barajas, was gunned down in our neighborhood. He was 10 weeks from graduating from Collins College of art and design. He was one of the founding members of an artist guild I help start called LA Street Productions. This event triggered some issues inside of me with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD). I still on and off have trouble with the kind of concentration necessary for reading. I have overcome most of the struggle I was having about writing through starting an online journal :)
Since July of 2001 I have known over 20 other people who have died. Some have died suddenly, others from diseases, and a few from old age. The death since Jose’s passing that I struggle the most with is the sudden death of my friend and mentor Dr. James Loder. It is also still strange to me that my grandmother’s death about a year ago has been a large source of grace for me. I count myself fortunate to be part of an interdenominational missionary order among the poor called InnerChange:. Without this Spiritual Fellowship, and the support they have given me, I would be much worse off than I am now.

I have up to this point preferred the active work of mission to the exploring of the devotional life. (Even in prayer I have preferred intercession more than meditation or listening prayer.) Thankfully, others who have seen my need to root my soul in God, continue to encourage me surround me. It is because of their encouragement, in part, that I am taking this class at Fuller on Spiritual Disciplines.

I have also witnessed how my suffering has made it easier to understand many of my neighbors and the pain in their personal stories. I am grateful to be part of an intentional community that is not a stranger to suffering and loss, but rather we are a community of faith that makes friendship and solidarity with the poor a priority (Ecclesiastes 4, Isaiah 58, Matthew 25).

Here is my current rule of life. It is striking to me that I have never bothered to write it down until now.

I. Frequently
A prayer of the heart. This is a modified version of the “Jesus Prayer” taught to me by Mrs. Arlene Loder. “Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, Have Mercy on me a sinner. Father I ask for Strength… Jesus I ask for your heart… Holy Spirit I ask for Power and Inspiration….”
To often quote and reflect on the fact that, “The quality and content of our lives is built on the quality and content of our relationships with God, ourselves, one another, and our environments”(a jaw1 proverb).
Reflecting on particular passages of scripture that I believe God has called me to make central to my life: II Peter 1:3-11, Isaiah 58, Ephesians 3:14-2.

II. Daily
Walking 1 or more miles a day (First Opportunity of the morning)
Listening to the Bible on CD About 5 Chapters a day . (Sometimes in my CD player while I walk) I have learned that I am an oral learner. I am joining a group in my church that has covenanted together to read the whole Bible this year.
Journaling & Prayer about the highs and lows of a given day or days. The forms here will vary (see weekly)
Spiritual Reading in Luke – this is a Lectio reading that is done by each member of the LA InnerChange team whenever we have first year apprentices. This I will often do at the end of the day.
Praying over the next calendar day noting anything that needs attention.
Sleep Mon.-Thurs. (in bed by 10:30 and lights out by 11:00). This is important to counteract my tendency to slip into a hyper-vigilant way of being that is connected to PTSD.

II. Weekly
Tuesday, InnerChange Intercessory prayer 8:00-9:00 AM
Wednesday, Class for continuing study. 6:30-9:00 PM
Thursday, Community Breakfast & Luke devotions – a community Lectio Divina reading covering the part of Luke we read throughout the week. 8:00-10:15 AM
Sunday, Worship once or twice depending on whether I bring a friend from the neighborhood to church with me for one of these services.
Journaling on line “Blogging” at least weekly www.jawpoetry.blogspot.com
Journaling in a private journal
Journaling in a public scrapbook, which includes the scraps that I have collected that week that I want to keep.
Guided prayer or a Communion service with my current preference being an Online prayer guide.

III. Monthly
Meeting with a mentor
Visiting a Church in the Larger LA Area
“Holy Wandering”, or Pilgrimage

IV. Quarterly
Retreats for prayer, study and reflection

V. As Needed
Creating and/or paying attention to Poetry, Collage, Art, Street Art (especially Graffiti Art)/Folk Art/Outsider Art/performance Art and Photography

End Notes: Simply assessing where I currently stand has been a good exercise for me. The Items in italics I am going to pay special attention to during the class. My need to press more inward is not yet reflected in this document except that I will schedule a retreat this quarter and use some of the retreat time to reflect on this fact. Scheduling in time for study, hospitality, and celebration is also missing and finding ways to plan ahead may help in making sure that these vital realities are not neglected. I have used as an excuse up to this point that I have to stay flexible and available to those in my neighborhood who are not as time oriented as I am. In fact I have become the most event-oriented person in our Missional community. How I set time aside for the items that are not a daily routine is another area of needed growth.